Hail Storm

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Let us sneak away from the world
for a moment,
a day,
an hour,
somewhere far off.

Could we stay
where no worries
can touch us?
We could live the old cliché
where everything drifts away--
no jagged scars to light the sky
above ink black mountains,
or loud drums of scary thunder,
no driving rain and golf ball hail
to bring to mind
the old woman with leathered skin
horribly bent and twisted at the waist,
pushing a makeshift cart down the street
from Walmart ----

Here I am warm, safe.
Scared and worried, yes--
about possible broken windows
or a leak in the roof
while a poor, bent soul
has no windows to break,
and no roof to leak.

Now, in my safe, warm privilege,
after having driven by her earlier today,
I wonder if she is safe
or being stoned by such hail.
Some may say,
“Her choices led her there…”
“She should have found a way…”
“If life gave her lemons….”

How can anyone make anything
when life hands you dirt
on top of nothing?
Sometimes people have no luck,
but I did as a once homeless teen.

And what am I,
who can now some fifty years later,
seek escape
from the worries
of how a roof and windows
will fare in this storm,
when such as she exists?

NO MORE. I AM JANE DOE.

Do not whisper the truth

as it would be considered rude—

NO

It is what they expect and say.

Tuck the scars away,

Shove them into the junk drawer.

NOT AGAIN

Politely smile and wave,

Making sure you’ve nothing

To disturb anyone else’s day.

Do not ruin their futures

For it was just a boyish mistake.

EVER FOR ANY GIRL

Stay silent and save

Your future too

That way.

Smile and wave.

Yes, make nice.

OR ANY WOMAN

Do not offend.

Do not be rude

By allowing your scars

To smash and intrude.

Keep subjects to bleached blandness

Of weather, pets, and binge worthy TV.

NO MORE

Do not be rude.

Do not offend

By showing your scars,

Freeing them from the dusty junk drawer.

Stay in smiling silence.

Smiling silence–

NO MORE. I AM JANE DOE

Between Rocks and Hard Places

Image is my own

I read The New York Times–

Rocks and hard places

around the world

children and us

Starving

dying

murdered

between

rocks and hard places—

My face in my hands.

I think of my mother, my father, myself—

we all have lived

between rocks and hard places

from time to time—

But now, now—

It is all rocks,

it is all hard places.

For all.

–It has been raining here

for over a week

unusual

in this high desert.

The rain a result of storms

off the western coast of Mexico.

The mountains, like ancient grandmothers,

shroud themselves in clouds

as if mourning

all of us

caught between

rocks and hard places.

This world–

where a thirteen-year-old boy

says, “I have no one.  I have nothing,”

in answer to the choice

between voluntary departure or a removal order

issued by an immigration judge–

should not contain such rocks and hard places.

This world–

where a diabetic has been cut off

from health insurance programs

and rations out what is left of her insulin

to be able to afford gas to get work and feed her kids–

should not contain such rocks and hard places.

This world–

where a farmer must let his crops rot

since he cannot afford the diesel fuel

to harvest those crops without losing money–

should not contain such rocks and hard places.

This world–

where a young girl’s future

is never considered as important

as that of the man or men

who have brutally assaulted her–

should not contain such rocks and hard places.

I want a world

without

rocks and hard places

for my grandchildren,

for all children–

a world of plenty

of peace

of acceptance–

where no one needs stand upon another

to feel bigger or better,

where no one’s worship

is the only way to worship,

where care for each other

is placed above the dollar—

perhaps not a perfect world,

but a world

where we do not create

rocks and hard places

for people

to live between.

Dust of a Nation

Right wing demonstrators at Texas State University




winds carried the dusty remains

of a nation across the land

burying bleeding women

in breeding graves

dug by their slave masters

who thought to teach them

of their homespun place

woven in a tapestry

of chains

the remains devoid

of time’s progressive thread

that once contained

something more

than the prison

of being named property

Times of Shattered Glass

Times of shattered glass 
herald the approaching dark
Crone of a world war.

At night, soldiers come
children cry out, glass shards of fear
crushed into their skin

If we do nothing--
slaves we become, breathing out
blood drops of a dream,
emptied of promise
held within springtime blossoms
of “a more perfect union”

The End of Us

The imbued promise of humanity dies,
consumed with the cancer of fear.
A swan song of church bells,
calls to prayers drift on the winds.
As humanity prays Salat al-Janazah,
The Mourner’s Kaddish,
El Malei Rachamim,
A Prayer of Eternal Rest,
Or Psalm 23–
take your pick—
While meditations for enlightenment
circle the drain of wishes
for the humane to be found
within what humanity was created to be—
Now only found in one minute sound bites
of feel-good stories at the end of the evening news
to give us hope for a brighter tomorrow,
leaving a cloying aftertaste of baby food custard
in the tiny souls we have left ourselves.
Though drops of water possess
the power to eventually wear away stone,
these drops of feel-good stories can never fill
the promise we never made reality--
the potential we were given and squandered.
We fed the isotopes
of our hate
our selfishness
our greed
our self-aggrandizement
until morbidly obese with evil
that overtook our planet
our souls
our societies,
and we became
not the sweet dream
any God saw in us
but the nightmare
now plaguing that God.

Let The Horsemen Ride

(Revised from 2016 on the eve of our 2024 election)

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The captain of industry gleefully looks to history
As a populous forgets all the tales of prophecy
While writhing in the seduction of blame and lies.

Thus, all the best in humanity is left behind.
Firing squads, internment camps, and torture now promised.
Yes, the captain says to let the horsemen ride.

The angry populous forgets
The path of anger makes the “world blind.”
Yes, the captain says to let the horsemen ride.

The sun dons a robe of sackcloth, grieving.
The ocean’s rasping last breath,
As the moon’s face rained blood tears,
Turning rivers red.

Yes, the captain bellowed, “Let the horsemen ride.”

The End of the Grand Romance

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Nonsense things of twisted rhetoric
hang around the neck of a nation.
Words braided into twisted doctrines
of red and black and white.

Hatred fought so long ago
blended into now
with a new pandemic
in the wake
of aberrant dreams.
Here where truth once
swayed and danced,
offering humanity
a grand romance
of belief in a thing
the world had never seen--
Golden rules made real.

We knew our daughters and sons
would serve as the sacrificial lambs
to keep our rules golden
for all generations to be free.



Though freedom be washed
in the blood of our lambs,
we still believed
in the grand romance--
And oh, how we did dance
For over two hundred years.

Then the roped nonsense came,
tarnished the shine of our romance,
interrupted the rhythm of our dance.
The twisted rhetoric strangled us
as a new sickness spread.
No ease given; no treatment sought.
Pockets lined with gold
more important than golden lives.

Hatred and apathy listened
to the new prophet,
who said they were right--
Everything wrong was
the fault of others:
The poor in spirit are just lazy.
Those who mourn make excuses.
The meek are just weak.
Those wanting righteousness want it all free.
The pure in heart want to give your gold away.
The peacemakers don’t want us to be strong.

Then the new prophet claimed he was the persecuted one,
promising vengeance for his own sake.
His apostles believed his sermons,
proclaiming him their chosen one.

Order is all,
He said.
Law is all,
He said.

He would teach them
by putting all people
in their rightful place.

Justice lay raped,
bloody, raw,
beaten and gassed,
in the streets
as his disciples cheered
while the petty false prophet smirked,
holding a Holy book.
Re-forge the chain of Liberty’s shackle,
he ordered.

Then Truth
stopped swaying,
stopped dancing,
offered us nothing,
flames of romance dying.

Twisted Cross

Migration of Another Kind

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https://amanpan.blog/2023/11/21/moonwashed-weekly-prompt-migrate/



Fear and greed migrate
Cuts a burn path ‘cross land
point blame at blameless

Burning hate migrates
No history lesson learned
decade to decade

Did all Gods migrate?
leaving us to destruction
in abandonment?